Tag Archives: out of control

impossible choices or impossible dreams


imagesive known what i want to do with my life for a while, but the more i think about it, the more i feel like i have to choose between my own sanity and continuing to pursue something that always seems out of reach. dance makes me happy. maybe its time to do what i NEED instead of what i WANT to be able to do. i can barely maintain my own sanity, how can i help anyone through ptsd if i cant save myself first?

“every opportunity has a shelf life”

if you only knew how much that applies to more than just the subject matter of this post.

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out of control? pfft


smoke blunts to make peace with the war in my head
then sleep like a baby, or party til im dead

i’ll out-dance and out-drink you
yes, you AND your friend
don’t believe it?
well shit…
PUT ME TO THE TEST.

my friends say

ally’s

getting

out
of
control

but in reality, i’m fine
i’ve partied way harder than this.
i’m having fun,

why’s that a crime?

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