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piece by piece

the thing about loving someone
and admitting it
or even admitting it to yourself
is in doing so you are taking the risk
that it is not a mutual feeling
in the past this scared the hell out of me
and ill admit is still scares me quite a bit
but the thing that makes me so much stronger now
is that i know i can handle it
whichever way the wind blows me
whatever path im meant to take
i know what im feeling
and im not going to ignore that
to make excuses or run away

whatever happens happens
whatever’s meant to be will be
and even if my heart gets broken
ill find away to mend it
piece by piece

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dear me

dear me,

stop making stupid decisions
stop wanting things you cant have
stop trying to tell him you fell in love with him when you already broke his heart
stop pretending that its not too late
stop acting like you know what youre doing
stop feeling
stop having feelings for him
stop caring
make yourself numb
you’ll hurt less people that way
that way you wont cause any harm
that way you cant get hurt either
but i guess thats what you get, right?
you broke his heart before
and now you broke your own
but unlike his,
yours might not grow back

over and out,

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the end of forever

somehow i fell for your lies over and over
though i tried to not back down when i said you and i were over
i tried to numb my feelings and i tried to block you out
out of sight out of mind
but i see you everytime i fuckin blink my eyes
theres no escaping you
even when we dont speak and youre not part of my life
somehow you find a way to sneak into the back of my mind
all the time
then when you need me you turn your charm on and no matter how hard i try i cant resist that fucking smile i cant say no to you i cant shoot you down
no matter how many times you broke my heart, i always gave you the benefit of the doubt
so what should i say to you when you tell me things have changed and then i see you walking down the street with her,
like everything is fine its all ok
i bite my tongue, dont say a word, toughen up
nothings wrong, im fine.
im so through with you and all the games you play
i simply drive away
i hope you have a nice life with the girl who caused you so much pain
you cant run to me to fix it anymore
so when your heart is shattered, all over the floor
just remember who you fucked over
who gave you nothing but support
remember who was always there
remember that i gave you chance after chance to appreciate me but you didnt care
you knew i wasnt going anywhere

now i look back for one last laugh
when you realize that you need me
and you turn around to run to me for comfort and dont see me
like a ghost i simply vanish
never again will you see or speak to me
too bad you lost your only friend
the girl who had your back
ride-or-die forever
thought this day would never come
but im gone.
forever has finally come to an end.

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