I’m having a hard time understanding how i can focus on some things but not others
for instance, I’m supposed to be writing a paper right now.
hit a block so i decided to take a break
then i thought it would be a good idea to write other stuff.
I’ve written 3 train-of-thought-type-things and 2 poems in the last hour and a half.
still haven’t finished my paper
i feel like i should be able to just force myself to do it
and I keep going back to it and getting more and more stuck
this is one of the reasons why i still haven’t finished school
this is one of the reasons why i may fail the majority of my classes for this quarter
if i don’t finish this paper i may fail ALL of my classes for this quarter
I’m trying really hard not to start spiraling…but I’m not sure how much longer i can hold out