i’m writing to request the removal of the letter j.
nothing good comes from it, i have to say.
junk jerks jealousy and jumping to conclusions
certain people, i wont name names,
but i will say they start with j
maybe if the letter never existed
than i wouldnt have picked him when my heart was all twisted
i used to love the letter,
but i used it as an excuse
to not take the risk i wanted to take and choose who i wanted to choose
and maybe if i hadnt fucked up all those years ago, that day
than maybe i’d be happy now, and not hate the letter j
and even though i apologized and tried to make up for my mistake,
it sometimes feels like because of that, we can never be the same
because i was an idiot, you’ll never take the risk
because trusting me has proved to be a disaster not worth shit
so no matter how hard i wish upon that stupid shooting star
because of that stupid fucking letter everything fucking fell apart
so ill say i fucking love you until my lungs begin to bleed
but deep down i wonder if you’ll ever really trust me
and dont get me started on jealousy
because thats never been my thing.
i didnt give a flying fuck about bitches round the way
but somehow the jealousy virus has found its way into my veins because im constantly comparing and competing with these dames
shit fucks with my head and gets under my skin
and im beginning to believe this letter is the reason for all of this.
so alphabet please hear me and understand my pain
because i dont know how else to fix this,
the letter j is jinxed.