blackout

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all i can think about right now.
im running away, trying to escape,
holding onto what’s left of my will and strength..
but no matter how fast or far i run, i cant escape the fear.. knowing that eventually it will catch up to me.

i want to put the world on pause so i can sort out my thoughts, but i can never seem to find that peace of mind. i can never seem to find the time.

chaos.
everywhere.
even when its not there.

im suffocating.
barely breathing..
why is everything so loud?
you hear whispers, yet i hear shouts.

i hear my heart pounding
my blood pulsing throughout
here it comes
another one

panic
panic
panic

blackout.

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